She is honest, funny and cute as a button; her blog is one I check daily.
Recently, she wrote that she has a hard time calling herself a writer.
I thought this was so interesting because
1. girlfriend is totally a rad writer and I would absolutely describe her as one!
2. umm... I have the same issue!
Well, sort of the same issue.
My issue is with describing myself as a designer.
There it is.
Scary.
I don't understand why I have such a hard time owning it.
When I was teaching, I had no problem describing myself as a teacher.
When I was coaching, it was never an issue to describe myself as a coach.
Yet, I feel so self conscious about describing myself as a designer. It's weird. I know.
I LOVE designing clothes! L-O-V-E Love It!
I love everything about the creative process! I am SO proud to make clothes for my
kids and my fantastic clients! I feel SO blessed to be a part of the Etsy community
and this fab crafty-mumma-bloggin' world! It is a dream come true to be able to
stay at home with my sweet girls and to do what I love.
But,
I left the "mother's occupation" box blank on all of Miss I*s preschool applications.
It's lame. I know. I just didn't know what to write. What is my occupation?
What should I say when people ask what I do?
Am I a designer?
I design clothes.
I am inspired, by nearly everything I see, to create clothes.
I swoon over fabrics and trims.
I can't seem to hold a pen without sketching something that I want to create.
I love being at my sewing table and creating;
turning my visions into something real, concrete, lovely.
I love designing.
BUT...
I have no formal design training.
My sketches sorta look like my toddler drew them.
I am essentially self taught.
My studio is in my bedroom...
all of these reasons surely discredit my being a full fledged designer, right?
I *want* to be a designer.
I *think* I am a designer.
"I realized if I want to be a writer, then I need to own it"
It sounds so simple, but it is so scary!
I've been questioning myself for months now, and after reading Ashley's
post, I can't help wonder how many other
bloggers/writers/artists/designers are dealing with this too?
It's just so interesting to me.
I know in my heart that I have to just own it -
If I want to BE a designer, then I need to own it!
So, I'm going to try!
Wish me luck!
xo Michelle
DESIGNER ;)